What?

Hello. Do you see me? I almost thought I'm an invisibility. Is that what I'm searching and longing for? Is it what you cannot get that you most fancy. Mm, I think I still fancy. But ironic that the feeling isn't the same anymore, I wonder what it is now. Haha. If you think you understand, think again. And how the world isn't about you but then again suck up to it and the world goes on. I still cannot decide whether I should be aggressive or not. If an o is there, what are you waiting for? Not easy really, but really what in this world comes easy? Question remains, are you ready and are you willing to work hard? Funny how things will eventually come to a state whatever it is; might be an end or a new perspective. Can't believe how far I have gone through as an instructor and all of the passions. Passion? Are you sure? Whatever it is though; inhale and exhale. You'll be able to think better. And to thee, I think I'm sorry. Some things are just not meant to be; or rather I'm not meant to be. I don't know though. It's a matter of time; and hopefully it'll be better in time for myself.

Nothing,
Alan